step into my office

its kind of sad nowadays, that we choose not to share. could it be because we are afraid of what we might hear from others? or can it be that we are scare to know that what will be said of us is correct?
many will agree that i am a real vocal asshole back in those days. some might say that i still am. i have said my part and offended the many. but will you believe that i say them out of concern and not to antagonize? who will believe it? who?


david turned to the first page of the newspapers and scanned it for any interesting news.
nothing much. more scandals, same same.
whats on the sports section then? anything good? maybe some photos of some tennis babe? another article on the quitting of a soccer superstar? what could be the fortunes of the singapore soccer team at the sea games?

technically speaking, he could have brought his laptop in to this one man office of his, to surf the net for the updated soccer scores. only thing was that he did not have wireless broadband. well, he would have to make do with the old fashion newspapers, not that he was complaining. anyway, there was no proper table here and it would be difficult to have to balance his laptop on his lap. ironic as it sounds.

whats in the life! section? more entertainment news? he wondered if there would be any good makan recommendations in there? more movie reviews, maybe? the new harry potter film looked good. probably try to catch it this weekend. whats on the tube this evening?

hmmmm...

ok, done. now to get to work. he got up and flush the toilet and made his way to the showers.
aaahhhhh... nothing like clearing your bowels first thing in the morning.

i'm back... sort of

i'm weary. very weary...

not sure whats up with me but i tire easily these few months. sometimes i am mentally drained, other times, i feel physically not up to it. is there something wrong?
my colleague says that i am probably too stressed up over work. can it be?


i just realised how difficult it is to have an 'open mind' or to be a receptive person. i notice how everyone has an opinion for everything. we can choose to listen to them or just choose to hear them. it becomes extremely difficult for us to accept things that are suggested especially when they are contrary to our thinking. you know what i mean?
but i try. i truely believe that we can learn from our mistakes and others as well.


the christmas lightings and decorations in town are already up. have you seen them? seems like a good year, economically, since the shopping centres have all splurged on new decorations instead of re-using those from past years.


have you ever been in mental limbo before?
its like there is something in your mind but you don't know what it is and yet it still bothers you. i am feeling that way now. it is as if there are a lot of things on my mind and yet, i have no idea what they are. must be some kind of hormone change that comes about when one reaches 30. or maybe its just me.


do you know of any jokes? care to share them with me?
i used to have lots of jokes just at the tip of my mind but i can't seem to find them now. must have misplaced them somewhere. maybe you can tell me one so that we can both laugh about it.