i'm back... sort of

i'm weary. very weary...

not sure whats up with me but i tire easily these few months. sometimes i am mentally drained, other times, i feel physically not up to it. is there something wrong?
my colleague says that i am probably too stressed up over work. can it be?


i just realised how difficult it is to have an 'open mind' or to be a receptive person. i notice how everyone has an opinion for everything. we can choose to listen to them or just choose to hear them. it becomes extremely difficult for us to accept things that are suggested especially when they are contrary to our thinking. you know what i mean?
but i try. i truely believe that we can learn from our mistakes and others as well.


the christmas lightings and decorations in town are already up. have you seen them? seems like a good year, economically, since the shopping centres have all splurged on new decorations instead of re-using those from past years.


have you ever been in mental limbo before?
its like there is something in your mind but you don't know what it is and yet it still bothers you. i am feeling that way now. it is as if there are a lot of things on my mind and yet, i have no idea what they are. must be some kind of hormone change that comes about when one reaches 30. or maybe its just me.


do you know of any jokes? care to share them with me?
i used to have lots of jokes just at the tip of my mind but i can't seem to find them now. must have misplaced them somewhere. maybe you can tell me one so that we can both laugh about it.