Tuesday, March 29, 2005

super

hope you had a super time since i last updated.
its been sometime now, i know and i wonder if i still remember how to do this.
well, well, well... you know what they say, once you learn how to ride bike, you never forget.


i know a lot of super people in my life. i'll just talk about a few of them today.

super friend no. 1
well, she got herself a good job and living life as she wants to.
super powers
she's got the world on her shoulders and yet she does not buckle. well, maybe she has come close, but i think she is holding on well. i'll never understand what she is going through but i know that she is hanging on. to know what she wants in life and how to go about getting it, thats what a lot of us are not able to do. for that, she is super in my books.

super friend no.2
a happy family and a caring person who does things his ways.
super powers
he does not give up easily on his dreams and strive, no matter how difficult, to achieve them. sometimes, people around him seems to put him down or even discourage him but that has never put him off from pursuing his dreams.
he comes to me but all i can do is to pose questions to him. at the end of it all, he still makes decisions on his own, decisions i know that are right. he gets the thumbs up from me.

super friend no.3
a happily soon to be married woman who works hard
super powers
working under the most adverse conditions and dedicating most of her waking hours to work. at the same time, dealing with the pressures of building a new family. she is also the heart of the family. she gets 5 stars in my rating.


i have a regular league of superheros.
remember the cartoon 'super friends' many years ago? i think i am living that cartoon. :)

sometimes, we are stonger and can go further than we think. we do many amazing things everyday, just that we have to recognized them, thats all. with the amount of shit we take everyday, its a wonder that the minstry of environment has not come around and issue us a warning for walking around as pollution areas.

who says superheros only live in comic books?
obviously, they have not seen my world.

super

hope you had a super time since i last updated.
its been sometime now, i know and i wonder if i still remember how to do this.
well, well, well... you know what they say, once you learn how to ride bike, you never forget.


i know a lot of super people in my life. i'll just talk about a few of them today.

super friend no. 1
well, she got herself a good job and living life as she wants to.
super powers
she's got the world on her shoulders and yet she does not buckle. well, maybe she has come close, but i think she is holding on well. i'll never understand what she is going through but i know that she is hanging on. to know what she wants in life and how to go about getting it, thats what a lot of us are not able to do. for that, she is super in my books.

super friend no.2
a happy family and a caring person who does things his ways.
super powers
he does not give up easily on his dreams and strive, no matter how difficult, to achieve them. sometimes, people around him seems to put him down or even discourage him but that has never put him off from pursuing his dreams.
he comes to me but all i can do is to pose questions to him. at the end of it all, he still makes decisions on his own, decisions i know that are right. he gets the thumbs up from me.

super friend no.3
a happily soon to be married woman who works hard
super powers
working under the most adverse conditions and dedicating most of her waking hours to work. at the same time, dealing with the pressures of building a new family. she is also the heart of the family. she gets 5 stars in my rating.


i have a regular league of superheros.
remember the cartoon 'super friends' many years ago? i think i am living that cartoon. :)

sometimes, we are stonger and can go further than we think. we do many amazing things everyday, just that we have to recognized them, thats all. with the amount of shit we take everyday, its a wonder that the minstry of environment has not come around and issue us a warning for walking around as pollution areas.

how says superheros only live in comic books?
obviously, they have not seen my world.

super

hope you had a super time since i last updated.
its been sometime now, i know and i wonder if i still remember how to do this.
well, well, well... you know what they say, once you learn how to ride bike, you never forget.


i know a lot of super people in my life. i'll just talk about a few of them today.

super friend no. 1
well, she got herself a good job and living life as she wants to.
super powers
she's got the world on her shoulders and yet she does not buckle. well, maybe she has come close, but i think she is holding on well. i'll never understand what she is going through but i know that she is hanging on. to know what she wants in life and how to go about getting it, thats what a lot of us are not able to do. for that, she is super in my books.

super friend no.2
a happy family and a caring person who does things his ways.
super powers
he does not give up easily on his dreams and strive, no matter how difficult, to achieve them. sometimes, people around him seems to put him down or even discourage him but that has never put him off from pursuing his dreams.
he comes to me but all i can do is to pose questions to him. at the end of it all, he still makes decisions on his own, decisions i know that are right. he gets the thumbs up from me.

super friend no.3
a happily soon to be married woman who works hard
super powers
working under the most adverse conditions and dedicating most of her waking hours to work. at the same time, dealing with the pressures of building a new family. she is also the heart of the family. she gets 5 stars in my rating.


i have a regular league of superheros.
remember the cartoon 'super friends' many years ago? i think i am living that cartoon. :)

sometimes, we are stonger and can go further than we think. we do many amazing things everyday, just that we have to recognized them, thats all. with the amount of shit we take everyday, its a wonder that the minstry of environment has not come around and issue us a warning for walking around as pollution areas.

how says superheros only live in comic books?
obviously, they have not seen my world.

super

hope you had a super time since i last updated.
its been sometime now, i know and i wonder if i still remember how to do this.
well, well, well... you know what they say, once you learn how to ride bike, you never forget.


i know a lot of super people in my life. i'll just talk about a few of them today.

super friend no. 1
well, she got herself a good job and living life as she wants to.
super powers
she's got the world on her shoulders and yet she does not buckle. well, maybe she has come close, but i think she is holding on well. i'll never understand what she is going through but i know that she is hanging on. to know what she wants in life and how to go about getting it, thats what a lot of us are not able to do. for that, she is super in my books.

super friend no.2
a happy family and a caring person who does things his ways.
super powers
he does not give up easily on his dreams and strive, no matter how difficult, to achieve them. sometimes, people around him seems to put him down or even discourage him but that has never put him off from pursuing his dreams.
he comes to me but all i can do is to pose questions to him. at the end of it all, he still makes decisions on his own, decisions i know that are right. he gets the thumbs up from me.

super friend no.3
a happily soon to be married woman who works hard
super powers
working under the most adverse conditions and dedicating most of her waking hours to work. at the same time, dealing with the pressures of building a new family. she is also the heart of the family. she gets 5 stars in my rating.


i have a regular league of superheros.
remember the cartoon 'super friends' many years ago? i think i am living that cartoon. :)

sometimes, we are stonger and can go further than we think. we do many amazing things everyday, just that we have to recognized them, thats all. with the amount of shit we take everyday, its a wonder that the minstry of environment has not come around and issue us a warning for walking around as pollution areas.

how says superheros only live in comic books?
obviously, they have not seen my world.

super

hope you had a super time since i last updated.
its been sometime now, i know and i wonder if i still remember how to do this.
well, well, well... you know what they say, once you learn how to ride bike, you never forget.


i know a lot of super people in my life. i'll just talk about a few of them today.

super friend no. 1
well, she got herself a good job and living life as she wants to.
super powers
she's got the world on her shoulders and yet she does not buckle. well, maybe she has come close, but i think she is holding on well. i'll never understand what she is going through but i know that she is hanging on. to know what she wants in life and how to go about getting it, thats what a lot of us are not able to do. for that, she is super in my books.

super friend no.2
a happy family and a caring person who does things his ways.
super powers
he does not give up easily on his dreams and strive, no matter how difficult, to achieve them. sometimes, people around him seems to put him down or even discourage him but that has never put him off from pursuing his dreams.
he comes to me but all i can do is to pose questions to him. at the end of it all, he still makes decisions on his own, decisions i know that are right. he gets the thumbs up from me.

super friend no.3
a happily soon to be married woman who works hard
super powers
working under the most adverse conditions and dedicating most of her waking hours to work. at the same time, dealing with the pressures of building a new family. she is also the heart of the family. she gets 5 stars in my rating.


i have a regular league of superheros.
remember the cartoon 'super friends' many years ago? i think i am living that cartoon. :)

sometimes, we are stonger and can go further than we think. we do many amazing things everyday, just that we have to recognized them, thats all. with the amount of shit we take everyday, its a wonder that the minstry of environment has not come around and issue us a warning for walking around as pollution areas.

how says superheros only live in comic books?
obviously, they have not seen my world.

super

hope you had a super time since i last updated.
its been sometime now, i know and i wonder if i still remember how to do this.
well, well, well... you know what they say, once you learn how to ride bike, you never forget.


i know a lot of super people in my life. i'll just talk about a few of them today.

super friend no. 1
well, she got herself a good job and living life as she wants to.
super powers
she's got the world on her shoulders and yet she does not buckle. well, maybe she has come close, but i think she is holding on well. i'll never understand what she is going through but i know that she is hanging on. to know what she wants in life and how to go about getting it, thats what a lot of us are not able to do. for that, she is super in my books.

super friend no.2
a happy family and a caring person who does things his ways.
super powers
he does not give up easily on his dreams and strive, no matter how difficult, to achieve them. sometimes, people around him seems to put him down or even discourage him but that has never put him off from pursuing his dreams.
he comes to me but all i can do is to pose questions to him. at the end of it all, he still makes decisions on his own, decisions i know that are right. he gets the thumbs up from me.

super friend no.3
a happily soon to be married woman who works hard
super powers
working under the most adverse conditions and dedicating most of her waking hours to work. at the same time, dealing with the pressures of building a new family. she is also the heart of the family. she gets 5 stars in my rating.


i have a regular league of superheros.
remember the cartoon 'super friends' many years ago? i think i am living that cartoon. :)

sometimes, we are stonger and can go further than we think. we do many amazing things everyday, just that we have to recognized them, thats all. with the amount of shit we take everyday, its a wonder that the minstry of environment has not come around and issue us a warning for walking around as pollution areas.

how says superheros only live in comic books?
obviously, they have not seen my world.

Monday, March 14, 2005

heart to heart

i guess i must have been pretty irritatble the whole of last week, since i actually got frustrated with a couple of my friends. if you are reading this, i'm not going to apologise but instead i'll 'talk' to you here to let you know and understand.

my mum came up to me last evening and the conversation went like this.

"boy, its not that i'm a busybody but i just have to say this. if ever s wants to get back with you, i think you should not do it. for your own good."

"its not going to happen and even if she did, i'll not do it. why do you have to bring this up again?"

"its nothing, just that your aunt saw her at church. i know that you are a very soft-hearted person and you might give in if she ever looked you up again."

"well, i have already gotten over her and it will never happen for us again. it looks like you and many others are the ones that cannot get over her. i have already moved on."

"ok. thats good to hear."


if you are into teochew porridge, then i recommend you the cafe at quality hotel. they have this porridge buffet for 8.90 nett, from 6pm till 1am. if you went after 1130pm, you only pay 5.80 nett! the food is quite all right and there are close to 20 different types of dishes. they also have ice cream and desserts (make your own) like chendol and ice kachang. not too shabby at all.


time...
its not that i have no time these days. its just that time is pretty precious to me now. sometimes, its not that i have no time for others, just that i try to plan my time. i have had enough of dinners on my own or even wondering around town, all because my friends cannot make it. i don't expect them to all have time for me, anytime because they have their committments. but really, i have had enough of lonely dinners and watching movies by myself. you know what i mean? i'm sure everyone have gone down that path before and i bet you will not go back there again, if you can help it. same here...

a friend called me last week. he did not have internet access from his workplace so he got to download some pricelist for him and sent it to him. he is quite a close friend, but we seldom meet up.
now than, i think at least we all make an effort to make time. its good.
time...
its something which i have a lot of actually, and thats why i try to fill it up. when i do last minutes, i have to expect that things don't work out. maybe it should be the same.

Monday, March 07, 2005

of love, dreams and many others, playing catch up

i had a really strange dream last night. i dreamt that i was standing on top of those one of high-rise cranes. you know, the sort that they erect when they are building really tall buildings, such that the crane rises together with the building.

so there i was, perched on top of this really high one, overlooking the sea. it looked like the marina bay area. then i jumped into the sea, going in feet first. after that, the rest of the dream was spent analysing the whole 'dive' and whether i would die if i went into the water feet first. so there was a lot of instant replays, seeing the dive again and again.
weird huh?


i was talking with my friend on saturday afternoon. i was just lazing and was slouched on my couch with the tv on, but lets not go there.
she was telling me about how she was suffering and feeling depressed, still pining for her ex. then she told me how she met him last week and felt worse after that. so then we were going on about instant gratification and whether it was worth it or not.
would you go for instant gratification knowing that you would feel like shit after the whole thing was over? i went for that many years ago. now...
my form of therapy? i stay away. not that i'm mean, but it helps me and when i come to that stage, i think only i can help myself. so i'll do whatever that can help myself, thank you very much.

I just finished this neuro-linguistic program thingy last week. there were a lot of visualization in the mind and how to program your mind, so that you will feel motivated and in turn it will increase your effectiveness. i thought that the program was really good and it helped to explore many areas that i did not knew exist.
well, the point is, if you put your mind to it, it can be done.

now pardon me, while i go put my mind to try to figure out today's winning toto numbers.
hey, you know what they say, practise makes perfect.